Purpose feels elusive to me lately during this season of reevaluating old friendships, retirement, recuperating from an ankle break and tendonitis, and the annoying concern about my auto-immune process.
I’ve always tried to be kind, helpful, positive. Where did I learn that to be would be adequate for a fulfilled existence? I strove to be - all my life – but it’s not working for me anymore. I need something more tangible.
My wood-walking in the past has brought clarity in my direction but due to a slow healing process have not ventured on a trail since the end of 2018. I miss quietly traipsing in Mother Nature’s warm embrace and wrapping her peace around my very soul – but also know that my return to the woods is imminent.
(Questing - The act or an instance of seeking or pursuing something; a search.)
I would encourage you to place yourself in areas of your true or possible interests – listen – record, at least in your mind, what you might like to “accomplish” or attempt.
The following dreams have been fluttering around my thoughts and found some semblance of rooting into my gonna do it list this year. Do you have a list of your own?
- Self-publishing the story of our adoption from Russia
- Self-publishing a compilation of all our family newsletters, The Olsen Chronicles
- Walking portions of the North Country Trail
- Learn how to start a website, and begin one
- Photography editing eludes me, but I’m more than capable of learning enough to post better pictures on my blog
- Find a perfect place in which to volunteer – which has people to meet and so I can feel a part of something larger than myself
- Still be a good person and be kind
But, my dear Connie, I have read enough of what you have written - including numerous entries on your blog - to know that you already are a good writer! You have a good command of the English language and a wonderful way of turning thoughts into words when you express an idea or tell a story. So, I would suggest that when you have a little time, pick a short topic that you're interested in, or something that you've experienced, and consider submitting some of your writing for publication.